This is my first post back on Tikkun Olam since April 23rd, 2015. It does not feel real. Why is it that we never think we will ever have a JOLT in our lives that will change the entire life course we have been traveling? We continue on, day by day, complacent, even in the face of serious illness--believing that what we are living is the only reality; that it is immutable, that it is PHYSICAL: you can touch it, feel it, and it will continue to be there for you tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow... But it isn't. And it won't. Because the unthinkable can, and does, happen, in time. To everybody. As it happened to me, almost a year ago, on August 10, 2015, when my DH - Dear Husband, of 46 years, died. I am living in an Alternate Universe. Because the universe in which I was living all my life until now, is gone. I still want to slap myself in the face and wake myself up. It's a dream. A terrible nightmare. It's a horror movie with a frightening ending, but I will...
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The green WAS a problem (I had to wear sunglasses!)
I also think that lighter lettering is easier on the eyes, so I will try the light aqua - one of my favorite colors (!) - and see if that is feasible...
אני חושבת שרק אמשיך מה שאני עושה עכשו.
Your computer is not Ivrit capable? I remember before I figured out how to use the software, I used to transliterate - as you are; my kids hated it! My youngest (in Israel) threatened to stop IMing with me if I continued, hahah.
Nu, I have to ask: are you a Tzabar or Tzabarit??? I can't keep writing "(it)" all the time!
and ya, the computer im usin these days is quite anti-semitic, seems like.
טוב לי כאן
Which is the easy answer...the truth is, it is not easy to live in Israel.
im here temporarily.
Shabbat Shalom
(I love the "ichsa!")